|Second game-Red v. Black scrimmage|
I think about that first day of boot camp...my equipment was all still new. I remember Bruiseberry Muffin had to adjust my toe stops because they were ALL the way out...like I knew that wasn't natural? Derby lesson #1-toe stops
need to be in a bit so they don't drag on the floor and mess up your skating. Thanks to Bruise for making the adjustment and not judging me for my ignorance.
I was missing some of my gear, so I had to borrow elbow pads and wrist guards. For some reason, my 'rookie package' didn't get all the parts and pieces. I went to the gear box and borrowed some equipment. Ima Firestarter handed me wrist guards and said that I get to wear "Ima's stinky gear" as though it was a badge of honor. I was too star stuck to realize that her old gear really was stinky. Derby lesson #2-gear stink NEVER goes away. How did I combat this? Not washing my gear for a solid 10 months...only to wash it once and then decide to buy new pads (well...wrists and knees at least...I'm still sporting the original pad funk in the elbow region)
We started boot camp with SOOOOO many new people. I think there were over 60 of us. I don't remember half of their names, mostly because a lot of them ended up dropping out for one reason or another. Injuries plagued some...family commitments got others...and still some fell victim to the immense commitment of derby. Either way, a large percentage of our boot camp class dropped off. Derby lesson #3-Derby has a HIGH turnover. It makes me sad, but I totally understand how now everyone can be a skater. Derby takes a toll on your body and eats up all your free time. Thankfully, the league needs more than just skaters and has room for everyone.
The first round of testing went AWESOME! I was super stoked at how that went...I went home and posted my results on the refrigerator. I was mostly surprised I managed to test well given the fact that AnnA Maniac was my evaluator. If I thought I was star struck when Ima lent me her old pads...I was BEYOND star struck when THE ONE AND ONLY AnnA Maniac was evaluating MY skating abilities after 6 weeks of boot camp. I almost peed my pants...not going to lie. Derby lesson #4-one CAN learn minimum skating skills in a manner of 6 weeks. Just keep skating...just keep skating...just keep skating skating.
The second round of testing was less than stellar. I did not pass...barely...but no pass nonetheless. I really wanted to cry when I read those results. I didn't understand what I did wrong. I thought I had it down...I thought I did it right...I thought I knew what I was doing. That's not how I tested though. Derby lesson #5-derby leads to heartbreak. Derby has been a HUMBLING experience for me. I did not like this first humbling...but I keep fighting and working and developing to become better each and every practice. I may not always succeed, but that doesn't mean I stop.
Once I passed the second round of testing (on the second try) I was admitted into the league. I didn't really know what that meant at the time...and I don't really think I can say what it means now...but I do know I'm a part of something. I'm a part of a group of strong and amazing women that are working together to better themselves, the sport of roller derby, and the Omaha community. I found out this summer I am more a part of this group than I realized. When Selah died in May, I had league members I had barely talked to (again...STAR STRUCK) reach out to me and offer their sympathies. When I had my miscarriage in June, even more league members I had barely talked to reached out to me and offered sympathies. Derby lesson #6-league members are supportive of other league members even if they are wallflowers (like meeeeeeeee!).